- made of stone

Now that I've tried everything, I'll numb the pain, because this is me.. I am made of stone.
But make me everything you need me to be, so the judgment seems fair.
Frozen in my place I let the moment slip away, I've been screaming on the inside and I know you feel the pain, still you don't understand.
I'm not the girl you think you knew.

I pulled away to face the pain, I close my eyes and drift away. I'm fighting to find a way to heal my soul. I embrace the silence 'cause there's nothing that can change the way I feel.
Now there's nothing that can change the way I feel. I'm sick of it all. They don't understand how sick I am.
Is this the end of everything?
 Or just a new way to bleed?

you can all think I am a failure underneath , if it makes all of you feel like a better person than me. But it’s my heart, my life that all of you don't get it, all of you don't understand. I don't care, I still the same. I’ve played this game before and I'll keep fighting to life my life the way I want.

I didn't change we just weren't close enough for you to truly know me.

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