Dream, Believe, Achieve

"The only thing that matters is what you believe" In case you're wondering, I'll be here for you. I see the stars in your eyes. Without you where would I be? I remember every day that distance didn't scared you away, that you didn't let me slip away no matter how hard distance is, that's when I found out you really loved me, and in that moment I knew for sure that I loved you too, because when two people really love each other, they always find a way to make it work, no matter how hard it is, and we do it, together. Honestly, I'll get through anything as long as I know I have you in my life, distance may be a bad thing but it teaches us to appreciate the days that we are able to spend together and the definition of patience. It is a reminder that every moment together is special. I don't think about the past anymore, but I accept that if all I've been through was to prepared me to appreciate 150% the happiness I live now, it was worth ...

amo-te porque me entendes,  estás sempre disposto a ajudar-me,  pedes perdão quando erras,  perdoas-me quando erro,  és o meu melhor amigo,  posso contar contigo sempre, fazes-me sentir segura e protegida,  confias em mim e me  fazes confiar em ti,  respeitas-me, sabes ouvir-me, completas-me, tornas-me melhor dia para dia, não sei viver sem ti, não existo sem ti, quando te vejo o meu coração dispara, gosto de passar o meu tempo do teu lado, preciso do teu amor, ao teu lado tudo se torna mais especial, mesmo estando longe de ti e tu de mim estamos sempre juntos, estás no meu pensamentos o tempo todo, amar-te faz me bem, o nosso amor é maior que o infinito, ensinas-me muitas coisas, temos optimos momentos juntos, escolho-te para ficares do meu lado e eu do teu para sempre, nunca discutimos a não ser ideias, quando choro abraças-me e secas as minhas lagrimas, deixas-me cheia de saudades, fazes-me sonhar acordada,  juntos podemos fazer várias co...

Never thought this could happen. Never thought I could be happy. I knew I deserved it but I never though someone would be able of such thing. And you came into my life. You cannot imagine how much you've helped me. You’re the reason I’m here, I highly doubt I’d be here if it wasn't for you. You made me stronger and you keep making me stronger day by day, you’re truly my hero.  You know me too well, probably even better than I know myself at times. You never fail to listen to me, even if I talk about shit you don’t like me to talk about. I finally feel settled with someone, like I know this is what I want for the rest of my life.   I feel comfortable being myself around you.  You’re my bestfriend, boyfriend, soulmate, man and love of my life. You are all I could ever ask for. You make me laugh unbelievable amounts. And I never feel judged with you.  It’s that look you give me, that smile, that makes me feel wanted and most of all it makes me feel loved. I...

I don’t shut down anymore. I had to feel pain because once I turn it off, I can’t get it back. Before I was left prying open my veins and breaking my bones, drowning in vodka, choking on pills, bleeding out, swallowing cigarettes, going out with boys who rip my heart out of my chest and slam it against the wall and then smile at me like I'm the prettiest thing in the room. It turns out that feeling nothing feels worse than anything else. Now I feel that it’s okay to cry, I'm not a failure just because I cry. It’s okay to slide down a wall in tears at three in the morning aching and screaming. If I want to sit on my bedroom floor with my head buried in my knees, tears spilling out of my eyes and filling the room up to my waist, I do it. It doesn’t make me weak. I could never be weak. I'm alive and that’s the hardest thing to be. I’m so proud of myself. Always. I refuse to do anything I'm not comfortable with. I'm not being mean or hurting feelings. If I'm no...

You truly are the sun and the moon and the stars, and the wind that moves my hair from my shoulder and the humming in my mind that keeps me awake. You are the warmth along my skin and the tangles in my hair, and the thought that keeps me together.  I've  heard about metaphors and  I've  heard about being in love, and I didn't know what love was until I found you. The chills that run along my fingertips when I see you breathing close to my chest is the strongest thing I have ever felt.  You are the most beautiful creation in the world, and since  I've  seen you, mountains and rivers and oceans can never amount to your eyes and your amazing smile. I sit here trying to put my love for you into words but I can’t. I never can. Because how do I explain someone who is my entire universe? You're my present and also my future, all my plans have you included. I've  started to see you in everything that I do, and talking about regular thing...

Serei eu forte ? Serei eu assim tão forte capaz de lidar com todos os meus traumas ? Sou quem sou em parte graças a tudo o que já passei, sejam relacionamentos, seja em termos de família, seja em perdas, seja em inseguranças minhas, tenho noção que se sou forte foi porque bati muitas vezes no fundo... e voltar ao topo foi tudo menos fácil aliás cada vez se torna mais difícil. Tudo o que me mete medo, penso nessas coisas todos os dias e penso que não devo pensar, para não sofrer de antecipação, para só lidar com certas situações quando elas surgirem. São situações todas com as suas características distintas mas uma coisa é certa, eu mudei, mas os traumas, os medos, esses ficam. Ao longo do tempo aprendendo a controlar, a não deixar que isso me afecte, a tentar ocultar isso da memoria, é um exercício mental e emocional que se treina dia após dia. "Quantas vezes pensaste em desistir?!" Já lhes perdi a conta... Cada vez mais dou importância a muitas poucas coisas, tenho poucas pr...

"Eles disseram que eu e tu não havia. Que a nossa vida nunca combinaria. Eles pensaram que eu tava só de passagem, Mas agora olha p'ra nós a rir como ninguém esperava. Quero lá saber do passado, Quero é o presente contigo. Quero dar tudo e fazer tudo o que posso, E não trocava nada no mundo Por um momento nosso. "

I kno w deep inside, I am not the child my parents wanted. I can tell by the way they look into my eyes, because theirs glaze over, and by the way they don’t take anything I say too seriously. I can tell by the way they ask me about my future, and when I say, “I’m not sure but,” they lose interest in knowing. I feel like when I talk, they don’t really listen, because if they did, they would read between the lines and realize I wanted to kill myself a hundred times. I feel like when I’m upset I can no longer show emotion, because my mother has called me lazy too many times, and my dad has shook his head once too many. I feel like when I’m sitting on the couch when I get home from school, they are disgusted because I should be “doing something more productive.” So I don’t even feel like being comfortable in my own home anymore. I feel like I have to hide away in my room, because when I’m around them we don’t talk much anyways. I feel like I’m just another tab on their bill. It’s just, I ...

“ We are dying from overthinking. We are slowly killing ourselves by thinking about everything. Think. Think. Think. You can never trust the human mind anyway. It’s a death trap. ”

“Insiste em ser livre. Porem, quem aceitar o seu amor dentro destes limites, terá a sua eterna devoção. Pode alimentar um temor de qe o desejo por uma pessoa possa aprisionar seu espirito e a impeça de ser leal ao seu unico grande amor: a liberdade. Liberdade para experimentar, descobrir e ampliar a sua visao do mundo. Costuma viver no futuro, onde as coisas ainda estão para acontecer. Dá sempre uma opiniao franca, mas nnc tentará ensiná-lo como  viver. Entende que o amor é harmonia e tranquilidade, mas evita a paixao por saber qe pode causar dor e sofrimento. E tem razao porque quando se apaixona fica tão vulnerável... A sua mente extremamente logica acaba por entrar em choque com os sentimentos, porque nao pode aceitar que alguem chore por amor(mesmo qe seja ela). O amor deve causar alegria e sorrisos, jamais lagrimas. Porque o amor de aquariana pode ser fogo puro, intenso e raramente monotono. Pode amar com muita intensidade, mas nao se entrega incondicionalmente a nin...

"This is war with no weapons, Marching with no stepping, Murder with no killing, Illing every direction. First, no sequel, do the math, No equal John with no Yoko More power, less people And no I'm not afraid of that Print in your paperback Every rap is made in fact To act as a delayed attack Every phrase a razor blade That's saved until they play it back To slay and leave 'em laying on the pavement Bang Fade to black In the wastelands of today, When there's nothing left to lose, And and there's nothing more to take, But you force yourself to choose, In the wastelands of today, When tomorrow disappears When the future slips away, And your hope turns into fear, In the wastelands of today Roll credits, to get it, The show's done, They're talking for just talking, But meaning they got none, None of 'em come proper, They talk like a shotgun, But how many got bred with integrity, Not one So no, I'm not afraid to se...

"Long drive, long night The best night of my life, With you riding, your hand on my hand. The thought of arriving, kind of feels like, dying. I don’t want, to go home and be, alone. Could we, stay out? Could you, drive a little slower, don’t matter where we’re going, As long as I’m with you, we could take the long way. I’d rather stay with you. Let’s get lost; I don’t wanna be found. Let’s get away, now and be careful not to crash. We can pull over and say we took the long way. Headlights, not strobe lights, I can see you, but not quite. I can feel you inside; the timing is just right. For the moment, I don’t want to go home. Drive a little slower; not ready to go home. We can take the long way. Long drive, long night, The best night of my life."