Dream, Believe, Achieve

amo-te porque me entendes,  estás sempre disposto a ajudar-me,  pedes perdão quando erras,  perdoas-me quando erro,  és o meu melhor amigo,  posso contar contigo sempre, fazes-me sentir segura e protegida,  confias em mim e me  fazes confiar em ti,  respeitas-me, sabes ouvir-me, completas-me, tornas-me melhor dia para dia, não sei viver sem ti, não existo sem ti, quando te vejo o meu coração dispara, gosto de passar o meu tempo do teu lado, preciso do teu amor, ao teu lado tudo se torna mais especial, mesmo estando longe de ti e tu de mim estamos sempre juntos, estás no meu pensamentos o tempo todo, amar-te faz me bem, o nosso amor é maior que o infinito, ensinas-me muitas coisas, temos optimos momentos juntos, escolho-te para ficares do meu lado e eu do teu para sempre, nunca discutimos a não ser ideias, quando choro abraças-me e secas as minhas lagrimas, deixas-me cheia de saudades, fazes-me sonhar acordada,  juntos podemos fazer várias co...

Never thought this could happen. Never thought I could be happy. I knew I deserved it but I never though someone would be able of such thing. And you came into my life. You cannot imagine how much you've helped me. You’re the reason I’m here, I highly doubt I’d be here if it wasn't for you. You made me stronger and you keep making me stronger day by day, you’re truly my hero.  You know me too well, probably even better than I know myself at times. You never fail to listen to me, even if I talk about shit you don’t like me to talk about. I finally feel settled with someone, like I know this is what I want for the rest of my life.   I feel comfortable being myself around you.  You’re my bestfriend, boyfriend, soulmate, man and love of my life. You are all I could ever ask for. You make me laugh unbelievable amounts. And I never feel judged with you.  It’s that look you give me, that smile, that makes me feel wanted and most of all it makes me feel loved. I...

I don’t shut down anymore. I had to feel pain because once I turn it off, I can’t get it back. Before I was left prying open my veins and breaking my bones, drowning in vodka, choking on pills, bleeding out, swallowing cigarettes, going out with boys who rip my heart out of my chest and slam it against the wall and then smile at me like I'm the prettiest thing in the room. It turns out that feeling nothing feels worse than anything else. Now I feel that it’s okay to cry, I'm not a failure just because I cry. It’s okay to slide down a wall in tears at three in the morning aching and screaming. If I want to sit on my bedroom floor with my head buried in my knees, tears spilling out of my eyes and filling the room up to my waist, I do it. It doesn’t make me weak. I could never be weak. I'm alive and that’s the hardest thing to be. I’m so proud of myself. Always. I refuse to do anything I'm not comfortable with. I'm not being mean or hurting feelings. If I'm no...