Dream, Believe, Achieve

Don't wanna be the one to walk away but I can't bear the thought of one more day. I think I finally understand what it means to be lost. Can't find the road to lead us out of this, a million miles from where we burned the bridge. Can't keep pretending that every thing's gonna be alright... With the whole world falling down on me, I cross the oceans in my mind... Find the strength to say goodbye but in the end you never can wash the blood from your hands. Falling so far from where we were before, you'll never find what you've been searching for , something to fill the void and make up for all of those missing pieces of you I'm learning with this...

Now that I've tried everything, I'll numb the pain, because this is me.. I am made of stone . But make me everything you need me to be, s o the judgment seems fair . Frozen in my place I let the moment slip away, I've been screaming on the inside a nd I know you feel the pain, still you don't understand. I'm not the girl you think you knew. I pulled away to face the pain, I close my eyes and drift away. I'm fighting to find a way to heal my soul. I embrace the silence 'cause there's nothing t hat can change the way I feel . Now there's nothing t hat can change the way I feel . I'm sick of it all . They don't understand how s ick I am. Is this the end of everything? Or just a new way to bleed? you can all think I am  a failure underneath , if it makes all of you feel like a better person than me. But it’s my heart, my life t hat all of you don't get it, all of you don't understand. I don't care, I still the same. I’v...

Some days ago I said to some of my friends 'I need to change...' WTF was on my mind?!  I cannot change! This is me! I was always proud of myself, no matter what, no matter what mistakes I make, I always loved to be myself , I still do ! Love it or hate it , this is me, deal with it ! I'm not perfect but I don't want to be either, I'm happy being who I am, if people love me this way, why change ?!  I'm cold, that helped me all this years to get me to move on with my life, I'm not giving up on that. I'm being stupid to think I could change, there is no such a thing to me anymore.  I need to just focus on helping my friends, that's the best I can do, that's what I always did and love to do. My sister and my bestfriend need me so I cannot fail them, they never fail me. Sis , I'm sorry for all, for telling you I would never change who I am and now I was thinking about it without telling you, I know you're mad, I know you're right, a...

"Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. "