- wtf is happening to me ?!

Some days ago I said to some of my friends 'I need to change...' WTF was on my mind?! 

I cannot change! This is me! I was always proud of myself, no matter what, no matter what mistakes I make, I always loved to be myself , I still do !
Love it or hate it , this is me, deal with it !
I'm not perfect but I don't want to be either, I'm happy being who I am, if people love me this way, why change ?! 
I'm cold, that helped me all this years to get me to move on with my life, I'm not giving up on that.
I'm being stupid to think I could change, there is no such a thing to me anymore. 
I need to just focus on helping my friends, that's the best I can do, that's what I always did and love to do.
My sister and my bestfriend need me so I cannot fail them, they never fail me. Sis, I'm sorry for all, for telling you I would never change who I am and now I was thinking about it without telling you, I know you're mad, I know you're right, and I also know you care and love me so I promise you I'm not going to change the person I am, that's not even possible, I just don't want to lose any of you, you know perfectly what I feel and do, you understand me so well, but now it's not about me, it's about you. I'll be by your side, supporting you in every way I can, you're my family and my soul, that's my job, to take care of you and that's what I'm going to do, and don't worry I'm going to be always the sister you ever know.
I need to learn who to balance all this, and I'm going to.

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